With each dark thought I see red,
All I can picture is red,
Red everywhere,
Red consuming me,
I’m drowning in it,
Suffocating,
Searching for a way out,
but there is none,
I’m alone,
Always alone,
Always red,
My own voice screaming in my head,
It wont go away,
It’s always there,
My only companion,
Never fair,
Screaming thoughts of anxiety,
I’m never enough,
Not worth the pain,
Broken with shame,
Over,
and over,
and over again,
never ending,
never easing,
tearing me apart,
until all that is left of me,
is RED
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